Well what can I say..
Eventually saved enough to get myself and the wife booked into a clinic in Norway and it seems we have failed. (I failed)
The issue really is with me being diagnosed with azzopermia many years ago.
We had 11 embroys, 7 were implanted 2 survived past the 1st day, 0 survived the day after.
This is the 2nd time we visited the clinic and both times have had the TESE process done on me.
2 samples removed 5 years ago.
4 samples removed day before yesterday.
Clinic has informed me that bad quality of sperm.
sore and upset sad and down and looking at options.
Donor sperm or Micro TESE last two options. Having read several posts it seems Micro TESE can be good and bad, I have only one testical and if I loose that its game over.
Sigh. Life what is the point.