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Hey Poppy!

Second scan went really well thanks! Its actually there and has a heartbeat and everything! Blood clots have gone too which is good.

hi girls, hope you're enjoying the weekend, just back from bringing DD to a birthday party and met up with a friend who has a fertility doll and is convinced it works so she's lent it to me for a few weeks!!!!!!!!

Flic that is great news!!! are you letting yourself get excited and enjoying been pg now??
lucky, its worth a go !!
i have to be honest at the moment i feel like giving up, i dont know if i can do many months more of the clomid, and i feel like if i cant get a BFP on clomid im not going to do it without the clomid. well im in 2ww if i dont get a bfp this cycle i will have a rest from the evil pill and back to see cons mid september, maybe by then my pma will be 100% and i can try again. my DH said he feels like he is under too much pressure and i didnt help i went as im sure as you can all imagine he had to put up with me yelling at him that he has no idea what pressure is, its not his body in pain, its not him that feels like a mental head case all the time its not him that is feeling like a failure every month its not him thats feeling like i have let him down again and again, its not him thinking he would be better off with another woman that "works!"
so my birthay didnt go aswell as it could have. bless my DH he attempted to cheer me up by buying me a birthday cake but i was sulking up in bed, so my DS was carrying it upstairs and tripped and dropped it all over the landing!!!
it really was the first time i smiled all day!! i wanted to share my birthday events with you all, so no 1 it may make you smile, no 2 next time you are feeling like some kind of mental phyco bunny boiler or an axe murderer, you know you are not no your own, and we all have these ups and downs in our battle to TTC!!

goodness my spelling is bad today