Hello.
I didn't really feel like posting today but I couldn't leave you all wondering what happened to me having come this far. Unfortunately I'm not pregnant.
I'm very disappointed and it's still hard to believe. The symptoms are so strong with all those hormone drugs, exactly like being pregnant. But the early urine tests were negative. I hoped there would still be a chance yesterday with the blood test but no, it was a definite negative.
For the record I didn't do anything physical, I stayed at home, took it easy, did positive visualisations for 15 mins 3 times a day, meditated, ate extremely healthily, cut out alcohol and caffeine for 3 months, have a normal BMI, am reasonably fit. There were a few unavoidable stresses- My grandmother died during the 2WW and I had to drive for 3 hours each way to the funeral. I also filed my self employed tax return at the last minute. Not ideal situations. But who knows why these things work out or not.
With 2 embryos transferred the success rate I was given was 67%, pretty high. I hope for the rest of you still waiting that you make it first time.
I'm now off the Progynova and the Proffevik pessaries. Apparently my AF should arrive in a day or two.
I really don't know if we can afford to try again and I don't know at this point what our options are, we both need to process.
I wish you all lots and lots of luck with your attempts,
Jesse,
Mxtu and
Hope
Love FM